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Name: Miss Diana Kim
Country: United States
State: Connecticut
Birthday: 4/26/1982
Gender: Female
Interests: Reading the Bible. Listening to music. Interested in arts & cultural affairs. Listening to people. Reading. Writing. Thinking. Smiling. Laughing. Trying to learn patience.
Expertise: Intuitive but not a mind reader.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  belladona36
MSN: belladona36@hotmail.com
Member Since:
10/5/2002
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| Jeremy Riddle "Full attention"
May Your voice be louder
May Your voice be clearer
Than all the others
May Your face be dearer
May Your words be sweeter
Than all the others in my life
Please keep my eyes fixed on You
Please wound my heart so deep in You
Keep me abiding, keep me abiding
Keep me abiding that I may be a fruit
May Your your presence be truer
May Your presence be nearer
Than all the others
And may Your light shine brighter
And may Your love move deeper
Than all the other my God
Than all the others in my life
Please keep my eyes fixed on You
Please wound my heart so deep in You
Keep me abiding, keep me abiding
Keep me abiding that I may be a fruit
Please keep my eyes fixed on You
Please wound my heart so deep in You
Keep me asking, keep me near
Keep me abiding that I may be a fruit
Keep me close to You
Oh, right next to Your heart
Close to You
I just recently got my Itouch back from the hotel via Peter, my brother. I shuffled my mix, and I fell in love with this song again. It made me realize that I desire to fix my eyes on the prize, which for me is having a personal relationship with God. I always struggled to hear God's word, but now I desire to be obedient to it. I do as I want but I desire to do what God wants me to do.
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| I think pride got in the way last night. haha. I definitely felt a lot of unnecessary pride. I felt God was showing me that humility is something that I'm always trying to attain but always failing miserably. Growing up, I guess I was extremely prideful but because I took a very humble approach it was false humility. I see that I can't be like sophomore year when I don't deal with half the population on the basis that they're guys. lol. Whatever. All in all, Naomi always said I became more shy as I got thinner and that might be because of the people and how they perceive or treat me rather than just me. When I was younger, some people just stopped talking to me. I hope that doesn't happen.
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| Growing up, I never had to approach someone. In fact, all my life, I was welcoming so I somehow ended up greeting people. I used to hug and spend all the time talking with all the college guys and girls that would come home when I was in middle/high school while someone I really used to like watched me. Looking back, I have mixed feelings about that. I know that is one of the reasons why this person said he didn't like my personality. The other thing is I used to give him dirty looks or looks whenever words failed me or I wanted to communicate something. When I was younger, I would also snap at this person, or I was so shy at times random stuff came out of my mouth so I ended up ruining our conversations. Also, I used to always remind him what a jerk I thought he was when we first met when we were in youth group. The reason I mention this is because I see patterns in me that I have been trying to work on for the last several years.
D. and I fought every day sophomore yr. when we spent time together. We fought over the stupidest things, but more than anything, it allowed me to displace my hurt and anger from things gone awry. Sophomore year, I watched My Sassy Girl and I totally related to the things she made him do. I was not to that extent but I was pretty bad. D. did everything I asked him to do and I made him do a lot of things. I don't have to test guys anymore. I grew out of that in college. A. was awesome. He forced me to hang out with guys soph. yr. He was the most encouraging and selfless friend I've ever had. He would drive me from Wellesley where I worked for a summer to church, all the way to Davis. He even got a traffic ticket or into an accident. I don't remember. But these two guys really got abused by me and never complained. I'm thankful I had them in college.
One pattern I see is I still have a hard time approaching people. Some people give you the time to get to know them and others just walk away fast. haha... Thus is life.
Second is no one realizes that it takes a lot of effort and braveness for me to approach people but it's something I am getting better at.
Third thing is I appreciate when people give me a heads up when two people are getting 'close.' It prevents me from making any mistakes from here on out.
Lastly, I am totally going to be on the low down from initiating friendships with guys. I miss the old days... haha... I was so used to people initiating with me that I think I'm going to just revert back.
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| haha... I just realized in 2007 I didn't meet Kdrama rich guy. That was in Feb. 2008. oops. lol. Seriously, I do not remember nor do I want to remember my times between graduation from BU to July 2008.
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| December 15, 2002 Post exactly as it was:
This entry was from my friend Dan's blog... It's funny. The first one is a reflection of the ideal man and the second one is 'a real glimpse of man.'
Enjoy. It's SUNDAY! Let us Rejoice and Be Glad.
"This is an e-mail my good friend John sent me to cheer me up when I was mad busy a while back... so I hope you like it and it gives you a big smile....
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HOW TO IMPRESS A WOMAN:
< MAKE SURE TO READ EACH ONE >
Wine her,
Dine her,
Call her,
Hug her,
Support her,
Hold her,
Surprise her,
Compliment her,
Smile at her,
Listen to her,
Laugh with her,
Cry with her,
Romance her,
Believe in her,
Cuddle with her,
Shop with her,
Give her Jewelry,
Buy her flowers,
Buy her candles,
Hold her hand,
Write love letters to her,
Go to the end of the earth and back again for her.
HOW TO IMPRESS A MAN:
Show up naked
Bring beer and chicken wings
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STUDY HARD GUYS!!! > WE CAN DO THIS!!!"
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Nov. 28, 2009:
I remember being really stressed out during this time and Dan sent this to us when we were really struggling. Hope it lightens up the stresses for you all too. Hope everyone is resting up for the next few weeks before the Christmas break. Good luck everyone with school, finals, licensing stuff, grad school applications, finding new jobs, and setting out to follow your dreams in the last stretch of 2009 as we all look forward to 2010. | | |
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